I don't know how often I'll be going here anymore after April.
Just because I'll feel bad about not being able to properly respond to people. And stuff.

And if I do stay on, there might be a Kiriban. Who knows?

Anyway, on to the good news. Finally.

I'll still be on Sheezy Art.

I can imagine induced groaning, for people do not know of this site at most times. However, the messaging system is easy as fuck, and I'll be able to kindly answer peoples comments/questions, all the time.

So, This is the part where i give you a URL.

[link]

There. If you aren't signed up. Do it. Blah blah blah.

Wow, I just noticed that my sub will be gone in like, five days.

Oh well, it was great while it lasted.

Thank you !


It was very useful, and I hope to make it up to you someday!

So anyway. On to the daily angst. Lulz.

My friend attempted suicide I just discovered.

Also..one of my good friends may or may not be moving tomorrow, and today as what might have been her last day, she kissed me.

I happened to have a crush on her, mind you.

...
I was just thinking about how I WASN'T going to tell anyone because it's my business, but fuck it.

I'm still without a phone...
Hm.

I did get this book from a mentor of mine. It gives photoshop coloring tutorials, so it will be useful if I EVER GET MY INTERNET BACK.

Anyway. My mom is back to being abusive, but I'm scared to tell anyone out of fear of getting her locked up, or worse, me getting dragged around to another house.

Again.

I'll live.


-Livin' on a PRAYER! OHHHOOHH! Livin'--shot--

Journal needs more filler.

I need to make a header/footer combo, but don't know what to do.

Anyone wanna give any tips on how to do it? D8

So, I found out about twenty minutes ago, the day before my birthday party, that one of my friends got in a car accident.

Well. That's just graaand.

Also.

My phone got disconnected, apparently.

Huh. Good thing my mom never wants to inform me of these things, now she doesn't know where the HELL I am...

I have no way of communication with any other being on this planet except for when I go to the library, or actually got to my second period at school...and...yeah. It could get much much worse, but so far, 2008 has already fucking taken the cake for my worst year ever. And something epic always comes up coincidentally three to five days away from my birthday. Hm.


On another note. I like shota trap, but now I can't even read it because my friends computer is retarded, I can't move the files, and I also can't read it anywhere else because anywhere else is PUBLIC, and yaoi/trap/shota and PUBLIC don't mix well.

At all.

That's all for now.

Thank fucking god.

This will be rather short, so there.

I got back from my Spring Vacation yesterday, and last weekend was the weekend that made me smile more than I ever have during this entire year so far put together. Things are finally starting to work their ways up again. My mom finally filled out my ADD questionaire that she at first refused to sign, I met people and new friends that I now talk to, my niece is slowly starting to learn that stealing is wrong, and I got quite a few cute trinkets on the convention last weekend.

Among them is..
A Keroro Gunsou figurine (the blue one. :3)
A Pachirisu Keychain
A Drifblim figurine (It's on the top of meh TV 8D)
A Kirby stress ball
A Cook Kirby keychain
A Sword Kirby Plushie (I went kind of Kirby crazy..)
TWO posters involving Hitsugaya
A poster of Cid Highwind from FF7
A yaoi fangirl exorcist fan (fun for hitting people with)
Candy
All of the people from the Art Jam that helped with a collaboration..
and lots and lots of hugs from people that dressed up as my favorite characters.

My favorites were probably the Cid Highwind Cosplayer, a cosplay of Dist from Tales of the Abyss, and a cosplayer of Soren from Fire Emblem: Path of Radiance. (who I now actually talk to. She was awesome, and Fire Emblem characters are a rarity in my book)